Leaving Hope - Another VersionI am leaving soon
Yes I am
To a better place
Where there exists no disgrace
Filled with water
Wherever I float
I can embrace anything
Yet it feels like I'm slowly dying
Into the void I'm diving
Delusion I'm crying
I'm not sure about where I am
But I know
This you would not allow
Me turning into dirt
Filthy body that melts
Dies more and more the deeper i realize
There's nothing left
For me here
I owe you all, yet I give nothing
Because I am too weak to move
I don't want to stand upp tall
I'd rather crawl
Thus I long even more for the day to come
The one day when
You and I
Are washed toghether in the same water
In an ocean way too deep
Everything that's under is ours to keep
Life and death
Is one. Only one
And we are the source of life, just like the sun
But where I am now, there is no life
Only can I drown deeper into it
I can see a crowded place
I like nobody there, I feel disgrace
Only with you I can feel hope
A Warm PlaceA warm place,
That's where I'll be.
Swimming and sinking
But still I am free.
On top of the word or under the grave,
It will be only you I'll try to save.
Peace and quiet, love and hate,
Why does it matter? All don't have a fate
Pain is life, and it's made of love,
You don't have to raise your head and look above.
It can go under, it can go in
But I will forgive your every single sin.
But still I am trapped in this place called depression,
But I can't move forward, and you won't see my expression
Though It's right here, just in front of you
I will put it there, when I am sure it was true
These akward feelings, emotions of love
The world behind my wall crashed right above
Crawling on my knees, then do you know what I saw?
A warm place, where there is no law.
OnlyIt just won't be the same as before
I'm not asking you to care,
But if what I felt then was real
I wish nothing of you anymore...